i feel bad for myself
for not still that ready
to accept you've changed
in all of a sudden
in a blink of an eye
people change
and so do you
you've changed
that
much
everything is not the same anymore
you're very different now
i miss the old you
when you came out of the blue
just to say a simple hi or ask me anything
had random convos at midnight
i don't even know who you are now
when it's supposed to be
i've known you so much better than yesterday
i don't even know
if this is a 'leave me alone'
or 'i need time to think' or 'wait me on the other side' 'don't think about it ever again' kind of space
i am confused
so i whisper to myself
to take this slowly
and keep waiting,
don't rush.
i should've known what's wrong but
i can't pinpoint what went wrong
my anxiety dripping all over me
how am i still holding on?
i'm scared..
