Goodbye, 2019!
Thank you.
You've been kind.
It was half hard year.
It was half good year.
Justice.
Spending the last day of 2019
Alone.
Again.
In my room.
Again.
Getting older, I hate fireworks.
I'll sleep this away.
Hey, 2020!
What are you trying to offer?
Will you be any good?
Will you be worse?
Will you be worth it?
Please, be good..
Here we are
In cycle no. 3
Ain't gonna let myself
go into another cycle
Cycle no. 4
20/20 vision
The patterns never lie
Chances are always available
Available but wasted
Meaningless
There is no turning back
I'm choosing to move forward
I believed in you.
I did.
Where did I stand anyways?
I whisper wholeheartedly:
Let me know your intention
Don't be so reckless
Know your way
You're not a lost kid in midday
Running around cluelessly
Or are you?
Getting harder
to trust people
Witnessing a liar spreads
the sinful words
is a weird "how dare you" situation
A bouquet of disappointment
is all you can give
What a pity
Shame
I'd rather accept
the bitter truth
The sweet big lie is
an eternal exit to
any type of connection
It's true
Lies have short legs
It doesn't make us any far
See it crystal clear
See the bigger picture expanding
wildly
See it getting brighter
in the end of the tunnel
I'm running out of time..
i can’t spend the rest of my life chasing you around
i am not even sure why i bother trying so hard
i cannot make the sun rise when i want it too
to feel the warm sun on my icy heart
you're so good at blurring the line that
you've crossed
slowly undulating like waves to the shoreline
a light breeze flowing through your letters
seagulls trying to carry them away
can you feel the sea breeze?
oh poor soul,
she thought it was gonna be just a phase
well..
fuck.
