Galaxy

Tonight, I came back with question of these universe. The things I admire so much. Full of questions. But then I just appear with dealing that God is big! Trully big!

Me : Mi, do you know that the stars we see now is just from a star from 1000 years ago?
Umi: Really?
Me : Ya, because you know they're million far away from us.
Umi : Cil, I wonder that there's another earth-like planet on other galaxy.
Me : *hyped* Yayaya, true. I ever think like that! Crazy. It's such impossible to receive fact that we're the only 'human' in these big universe.INSANE?!
Umi : Ya, or maybe there's another us out there? Huh?
Me : *whispering* God is BIG!

I always wonder where the boundaries of these universe..

Happy Birthday!

Sooooo, I have a friend who has birthday today! Ugah. Have I told you about him, uh? :)

Today,
No big party, No gift but Lunch for us hehe

He's so funny, I like him. Wherever  he is, You'll get your laughter. Hahaha

He's sick. Garuk garuk mulu!

waiting for their lunch

Umi's Fried Rice

I ordered noodle for my lunch, err wait so long because so many order the cook have to cook. Categorized, I almost get the last. But, okay,

Term 3th

 

 Hahahahah

It's effortless to like him, huh?

 Sooooo,

Best wishes! :)

3,5 kgs means...

My morning stole by Short Movie I watched. I'm starting to like short movie. I don't need long time to watch one. The average short movie is 10-15 minutes.

Went to dentist today but here I am, still use the same braces. I don't get controlled because I've been waiting for 2,5 hours before the doctor comes but I just knew that he has a patient in his room after...2 hours I wait for. Ulala so I went home and leaving clinic as soon as possible.

I don't understand why I get so hungry these days. I want this. I want that. It feels like all food can go through me. Today, Noodle, Pringles, Rice + fish, Fried Rice + Spicy Shrimp, and Martabak! Crazy.

I got 3,5 kg since holiday was over. Insane! But honestly Pringles makes you so thirsty afterwards.

 

Oh yeah, today I bought my very first Mask in Jakarta.

 

Bye!

 

For a friend.

I saw leaves touched the ground this afternoon as you acrossed on my mind.
Have we said goodbye to each other?
Is it only me who did it?

Please, don't say you put hate on me.
Where have you been these days?
Busy with your new girlfriend?
Don't hide it, I already know.
I guess you don't love her,
You just trying to move on
from your beloved ex.
Because she's already in her new
relationship with her mate.
Am I wrong for this?

It's funny how life's going to put me and you this way.
We are in the same college.

I know this thing is not same anymore.

The truth is,
 I still can't get you out of my mind.

I broke my promise that I won't type anything for you anymore.

It's hard.

H.

Jakarta,
February 22, 2013

Rp 50.000,-

What a day! Came to college at 1 pm just for one subject but then the lecturer doesn't come.I finished my day at college by losing Rp 50.000,- Great! I believe I don't forget to put it anywhere because I only sat at one place the last minute I hold it. Err.

For whoever take it, hell ya, You know who you are. :)

I spent my time in college for taking photo on Hazel, laughing with friends watching Videos on Hazel, and confusing for the lost.

Sorry

I can't help it. This five last day I don't even have a call with my parents. This is crazy.

Reminder.

I go back from college at 5. Then sleep until midnite. Tired. So tired. So who I'm gonna call that midnite. I bet my parents have been slept.

These time, I'm very afraid.

Wondering to those who has never made a call to their parents when they are away from them.

Are they not afraid?

Afraid of not being know their parent's condition?

Wondering...

Sleepless

Same story.

Went home from college at 5 pm. Tired. Sleep. Woke up at 9 pm. And now? Typing these.

Some phone calls , I ignored. Well, the truth is I didn't listen.

At 7 pm , I woke up just to see what time it is. It felt like already morning. So, I sleep again after I saw the dark night.

Remember the trouser I told to you? Yep, today I wore it again. One girl told me, " Oh, you are like want to go to office! " Then look from my head to toe with... her silly face.

Hey, look at yourself. You wore it too. Hih.

And I just say, "Hehehe let it be." Smile again. And look at my phone. Read some info.

Because I think my phone is more important than talk to her.

with Umi :)

Good night :)

Sleep? At 9 o'clock?

Lately, I found myself sleep on 9 o'clock. Nice. The last time in last year I went bed like that? I don't remember because I always sleep after 2 am. Every single day.

Why I post and wake this time? At 2 am? This is the problem. I might sleep on 9 o'clock effortless. The rest of my body still owned by midnight. I myself automatically wake up at time like this. What the...

Okay, it's nice to know that I still have time to sleep yet a little. I wished I could schedulized my activity and hope it works.

Ah!

Today's the first day I wore a trouser. No jeans for today because the lecturer of a subject rather want like that. I went 'home' confidently. Some friends laught at me and one my friend of what we both wore today but I don't mind.

In my head, I said,"Hey, you need the warm up because tomorrow is really the day to wear this thingy. Hoho . And I feel comfort for tomorrow because I don't get myself tired and overthinking to bring other trouser to change it when it needs. A wasted!" And smile.

I eat keripik. Do you want? Hehehe

 

I got this from my backpack after holiday at home. Mommy put it there. Spicy but delicioussssss :)

Good night!

Sketch

Finally, after long holiday I do sketch again. I'm so happy. Work for 4 hours in one sit to draw. I love the eyes. I love the shade eventhough it's not perfect yet. I satisfy.

Do you want to see? Here, I give you...

Who is that? Well, I must confess I aimed to draw Halle Berry but finished like this. Okay. Don't blame on me. I'm still an amateur. I will do my best. Next, I draw better :)

Halle Berry

I must learn more more and more. Good night :)

 

Mie Gomak

Yihaa to myself. Last night i went sleep before midnite even before clock hit 10 pm. Proud.

And the rest of hours i sleep, floor such a good bed for me. This is so wrong. I wake up at 4.30 am. Good! If only i do these routinely...everyday.

But the problem, I don't know what to do because I think it's to early. Hmm. So playing with Hazel is a good time I think hehehe.

Like usual, connecting my modem to internet service, open twitter - facebook - youtube - mail. One account on my timeline post a photo that..okay he must be responsible for what I crave now.

Oh God..

Mamaaa i'm so hungry.

 

It's rather like Spaghetti. This is so delicious.

Mamaaaa, you forget to cook this for me on my last holiday. Usually my mamak cook this and something happened. Yeah she's so busy. :( 

Ps : I remember in 1996, after my Grandma passed away, me and my brother Andry ate that stick. Yep, the uncook version of noodle. Sick! :)

Get your Happiness

 

I know what I've been through. Not all the meaning I already understand. I'm still learning and enjoying. What a life, He gives to me. So colorful. It's not just one or both of Rainbow color but All of them.

 

 

They say, don't care too much because it can make you hurt and feel pain that much. Now, I believe in this statement. But I think , Just don't forget to care. Just do it as it needs. You'd ve known the time you'll use.

 

 

Get your Happiness. You can make it by yourself :-)

 

 



I'm in love with them. Raisa & Keenan. If they meant live together as a future, they'll be happy. They'll have cute kids and smart like them. I pray :) 

Updated 12 October 2017: They didn't last.

 

 

Introducing Hazel to Umi and Rio. Got so many photos today. Hahaha :)

 

 

 

 

 

 

Is it your special day?

I watched Rectoverso film today. 07.15 pm. I cried. That film represent mine. Go watch it! :')

Well, they said Valentine  you will get Chocolate , flower or dating. I buy that choco by myself and eat for my self. And nothing happen. Hahaha just kidding. I love chocolate no matter what days today :)

Proud to show you. I give my self a gift. It is this paint. I made by myself. It's me. 

I just realized all of this pictures are really dark.

Special 'Holiday'

Special 'holiday' for myself today. Hihi

Took a pic on hazel :)

New Chapter : 4th Term

Halo,

New post from my new laptop 'Hazel' and new room decoration. A brand new day. How is yours?

Well, i have to face that tomorrow is Monday. Repeat..Monday. It's going to be my first day in 4th term. What's going to be? I don't know, absolutely. All I know is I would be better. I have to. Yap.

Today, me and tante went to Pasar Baru. We bought new goods for my room. I got what i want! Yippie. My room now is so good after yesterday i moved cupboard, table , etc ... Alone. I did it after i arrived at my room from flight from Medan. Good!

What's next plan?

Let's do it. ;)

LOVE

 

 

They are my love. 

They always make my life brighter. 

They complete me. 

They accepted me for who i am. 

They love me.

I love them.

The love of my life.

The love of my soul. 

My family.