Hmm where to begin.
Writing is one of my passion and my way to communicate. If you know me in real life, I am not a talkative person. I do observe a lot. Like A LOT. I learn what the other person's character or state. It's just a thing my minds do.
Maybe I am too sensitive and usually get connected easily to others' feeling or thoughts because of this observation thing.
You know, you kinda can sense and read it on their face or voice, and body language. You can feel it in the air when someone switching moods, either in real life or virtual.
Still do it to people I've known for ages or even my whole life. Not only for new people I just met.
Through writing, I am able to let my thoughts known. I know I am better at writing than talking. Always.
I don't remember when the last time I talk a lot with a person or group other than my brothers I meet once a month or a few months. Small talks not counted.
Phone calls? Let's skip it. I'd let it rings peacefully. Or vibrates in silence. Sorry.
Through writing, my deepest wish, my deepest fear, or other twisted thought could be translated into words, into poem / poetry.
I love it.
Recording moments through writing is not so bad. Creating a poem based on my own experience, friends' experience, or a scene in a movie or even flashing idea, are good for improving my style in story telling, vocabulary or diction.
For poem based on my experience, I could never understand how the 'wrong' persons assuming it's for them when it's clearly not, I believe, there's still a lot of moment unmatched (if they thought it's for them lol), why keep assuming things?
I don't find it necessary to adress someone's name in a poem. It's a secret between the writing itself and the writer. Period.
If the shoe fits, well..i mean.. wear it ¿? lol but don't take it too personal because hello, real talk, do a recheck again maybe?
Don't be like that psychos who keep haunting you even they fully aware it's been dead and no one wants it to come back from the death ever. It's been ages, let it die. I don't wanna be learnt by a psycho. I don't wanna be haunted by a obsessed and delusional person. I don't wanna be annoyed by a freak. I don't want to know a thing about this annoying person.
Let me have my life.
Let me clarify things.
I only write for a person who is present in my current life, who fulfill my days, as my way to appreciate them in my life. It's gonna sound like a letter sometimes (Gosh, I wish send a letter through a post office is still a thing, anyone wanna be my pen pal? haha)
If anyone has vanished for quite some times, I'd never make a writing for them, it's wasted. I know my boundaries and limit.
Anyone can take that as a note.
I am happy to share my thoughts and feeling to the world. I am happy with my writings. It's my way to communicate.
And no, I would never make a contact and communication with a f-king psycho.
