i saw some part of myself in you
curious and vulnerable
drowning into the deepest blue
mixing the colors inside
an intense feeling stitching the wound
slowly
such a secret
i was content, were you?
i gazed at every move you made carefully
i hoped you didn't notice
make sure i could revive it in the future
to warm my cold nights
to ignite the darkened skies
to spark your crystally mind
as i know you won't be here forever
as you can go away anytime without any warning
and never come back ever again
my happy pills.
i had to use it wisely
keeping it in silence
the safest drawers in my head
no one would ever know
no one would ever see
this time
i find it hard to revive it
it's cold
so cold
honey,
i'm starting to run out of my pills..
