No Tears

Today the announcement of SIMAK UI has been published. Tadaaaaa... not passed again. 

But this time I have no fear and tears. Strong enough to face it. It seems I have to be a part of UNJ. Never mind! I did my best. And all the choices I tested for are what I really want. Architecture and Architecture Interior :) I would not choose other program which has a little enthusiasts which they are not really what I want. Not just because of the name of university so that I can look so clever and cool even though I chose what I don't want. Uhm yeah, the name is important too but not at all for future.

We ourselves put our way wherever we live.Whatever your race, religion, nationality, school, university etc, you just live for yourself. Yes yourself.

Know my friend passed it, I'm very happy and proud of them :') Never gone crazy or super duper envy. They are awesome :)

Me and Dad were checking the promo ticket for this Saturday. Geez,expensive -__-" Dad said,"What we can do.We have to buy it or you'll not go to University this year."

Hmm..deep in my heart I whispered, "If it is so,i still can register for Jakarta Culinary Center, Dad!" SMIRK.

Weew.. Parapat was so hot. Messy hot.

For my friends who don't get 1 chair in PTN, "Semangat!" :)

Happy Tuesday :)

PRICELESS!

Why? Why I call this week as wonderful? This is the first week being 18. Thanks God i'm still teenager. Hahaha.. Poorly,my first tear fell down in July 9th. In the morning,because of someone. You know that time i was going to go testing alone. Hmm..sick!

And tererereret..in 12th day of July --this is the REAL MOMENT I'VE WAITED FOR-- I met my best friend :) Best of the Best.We had a lot of laughter. They're still the same people who i ever played with when childhood :D

They are Nancy and Lenny uhmm plus Jojo..hahaha. We met at our new home. After 1 hour talking we decided to go to Pagoda. Unbelievable,we met Grace,Sari and Evita too. Actually Baskoro too but he just ride his motor and shouted."Woy!" Errr non sense. Again lot of laugh too. A plan for tomorrow has been decided. Tuk tuk is our destination. Tons of memory happened there. Unforgettable one! We had good talk, laugh, ride bycycle,eat and other stuff! :)

Blessed.

I wore my mom's tops when she's being a teenager! Cute :)))

Long time no biking :)

My Bike

Smile :)

Finally we have photo together :)

Automatic needed! LOL

Met our teacher in SD 3

Yesterday was unforgettable moment either. I passed my UMB thingy. Yay!

I am soooooooo happy :)

 

p.s : by the way my legs were aching so bad after biking. Haha..I can't sleep that night. Poor me.. ;p

Lucky Day!

I wished you were at my door and i'd open up and you would say,"hey happy birthday!This night is sparkling.I just wanna dance with you along this empty road for your first day being 18." ♥ ♥ It's so fairy tale.

I don't know why that line came up on my mind. Haha just forget it, guys. Not so necessary,right? By the way this is my first day being 18. Happy? Yes, I am. There's not any celebrating anyway. I'm just always happy like this. If I like, I would tell my parents to make celebrating party. Hehehe..fair?

At 00.00 my brother said happy birthday to me,then my mom,my youngest brother. They bought me a little cake.Umm..Dad still slept that time. I knew he's so tired :") But he didn't forget, the upcoming afternoon..hahah afternoon, he kiss and hug me :)

Frans, my friend, was the first one who said it via text. Thank you, Frans :) Then a lot of friends sent me text, wall post on facebook, and tweet on twitter. Thank you so much!

Every my birthday, I don't call it as Best Day. For me it's my annually lucky day, it's gonna be different with my previous birthday. Every my birthday, I try to make people around me happy. :)

So what's 18 for me? It's just a real start how to be a mature girl. Yes mature girl, I'd like to be called as girl than a woman. Woman?! Not yeeeeeeet.Errrr

In this new age,i wanna be an active and productive girl. I mean,i will fully make my hobbies real. Get what i mean?Hahahahhaha.. Such as cooking, designing, painting, blogging :) Wish along this age, I make my parents proud of me. Actually I'm not childish anymore. Just threw it awaaaaaay.

Happy birthday too for ONE TIME! It's been 2 years, Justin!

Forget the past for the next lesson to survive.

I'm still wishing here to be a pastry chef.

Being Seventeen

3 hours to go till I hit my new age. I'm gonna hit my 18! I love eight. It's my lucky number. Wanna read my story for being seventeen? Of course with a lot of sweet and bitter moments. Hahaha.. Umm.. sweet or bitter first?

 

Last year, the first day I'm being seventeen girl, in midnite, I got kiss and hug from my mom and brothers. Dad still awoke. I didn't know why he didn't say it that time. I just cried over my blanket. Umm..I got gift too from my mom. A little cute-teddy bear, cute speakers, and beautiful pen :)

And as 17 girl,the first day as well i was being a really senior high school student. My crush and I were in the same class room. Hehehe... He was cute for 3 years. But now, he isn't. Hahahahahaha.

Failed. 

 

People said for being seventeen was wonderful. But I think it was just the same with the very previous year. No. Not same at all. Don't ever forget I always love my childhood-year. Always..

This age was so full of love, cry, laugh and stuff. This age, I often cry over night. Not because of boy, but because of my close family member. Not cool. I should accept whatever their comment not by crying :'(

 

I also indirectly asked to grow up mentally. Uhmm me too, I made some of my family member cried because of my action. I never want this though. I had made them disappointed. Sorry...sorry and sorry.

Maybe they forget my birthday...maybe. 

 

So, I'll go bed faster than usual.
:(

Really?

Long time no posting anything here. Too busy in Medan. What the... I should coming home yesterday. Blame it on UMB. It made my day sick.

Last Sunday i tested in SMA 2 Medan for simak UI. I ordered taxi because I think it's gonna be easy for finding the location. Errr...the taxi driver didn't know my address. It was until 6.50 a.m i wait till their office called me.I said, "I still can wait." Then that lady on the phone said that she will call me 10 minute later. But five minutes later I called them and i cancelled my order. Silly..

I choose to take betor --becak motor.He said he knew that school. But in fact,he didn't. Fuck off! I was late.In my watch i late 5 minutes,but in that school's clock,i late about 15 minutes. :(  Fortunately they the commitee were not angry. The drop me to my room. Hehehe...

The questions were very difficult so I just filled what I found. May they're correct. I never promised to anyone that i can fix that i'll past the test. Never. Just please never press me off.
I was shocked,when the break time i found my friend Gallery in my room too. But he has passed the SNMPTN thingy. Lucky :)

Now,i'm registering for UMB. It's suck cause the form not so rapid. Zzzzz. I hope the available university there accept me. The National University which participate for UMB is soooo little. No one has located in Bandung. :(

Hehehe..last this four days I always very happy. There's someone who really cares to me :D . He's such my big brother. Does he assume for unpredictable relation? I don't know. I just know he cares. He's someone new I though. But i don't want take any conclusion faster. Just trauma..really really trauma.
For boy who text me yesterday,i just wanna say,

And if you're missing me, you better keep it to yourself. Cause coming back around here would be bad for your health. I'm just sitting here planning my revenge (?)

This keyboard in internet cafe is bad. I should not choose sitting hereeee. I prefer in number 8.
By the way I'm excited for package which Kak Lena sent. I assume it as my birthday gift for this July.

A Brand New Day

I don't know what significantly make me happy today. Maybe because Dad showed me how he can understand about yesterday and mom, too. Texting with Canggi make me happy, just comfort. My other friends who didn't reply my text made me like I don't care or something hahaha.

By the way,i'm so happy knowing that my friend in junior high school passed the test. They are accepted in National University which is Goooooooood. Unbelievable though, but here we go, we can live in past,right? I love my friends. They're really make me feel 'hey,you're not alone' :') 

 

Usually, we used to have reunion on holidays. But now, we are busy as hell. Don't ask anymore. It's school thingy.

 

Tomorrow, I'm gonna leave Parapat. On July 3th, I will test for SIMAK UI. Hope that test will come better for me. Umm it should be today I left. But I changed my plan. Maybe I'll be in Medan until UMB got done.
The support of friend and family are making me enthusiastic for the next test.

Espíritu! <3