MERRY CHRISTMAS!

Merry Christmas!
Hello, it's always been a while since I never post anything. Lately, I found myself so much in painting - water colors, pencil, charcoal and not so much using oil.

I'd figure out myself to a condition that people would know what I'm feeling and thinking when they see my art works. Lack of speak out what on my mind, yeah that's me. I can't build my word in to voice but I can do with word I type or figure I draw. So yeah.. that's me.

In that time, I mean 2013, or specifically December 2013, I really want a new package of water colors since I'm really love it and I plan I will save my money for this next year. SAKURA Koi water colors or Daler Rowney Aquafine, kneadable eraser and water color pads. And gladly, I would say, this wishlist accomplished unexpectedly, TODAY! Oh. My. God.
Thank you to my Namboru and Amangboru from Papua..

Next year, I start my little business in painting and sketching. Excited. I announced it last night because my friends in facebook having interest to have my artwork. Days ago, I still think.. I'm still a junk in this painting world. But now I realize, I can still learn and upgrade my ability + skill while I'm doing their orders. So, Why not?!

What makes me so happy is they really got excited too. Some of them already want to order, unfortunately, I start it January 4th, 2014 because I'm still in open relationship with my university life until January 3rd. Haha

I also made some handmade stickers.I will save my money for buying laser jet printer. :)
I wish my little hobby upgraded. I'm staying HUNGRY for this!!

This year, I spent my Christmas with my lovable brothers, Made and Arie. xx

The Surreal version of me

Some stickers I made by myself. Handmade.

Me and brother went to secondhand market. We always love that place. Haha.My brother Made looks excited for the $ 1.5 per piece of jacket.

Me and My little brother, Arie.

Tic Tac. Favorite!

The glorious one, Canson Montval Water Color Pad, Koi Water colors, Kneadable Eraser.

Rest of all, I wish you a merry little christmas with your loves and Happy New Year!

DRAWING : Doodle Doodle Doodle

Hello everyone, I'm back! These back days, I'm happy because my drawing..I can make it again. For doodling type kind of this, this is my first time. Take a drawing pen and sketch book, what I'm feeling..is what makes me make this doodling. The upper drawing, I sincerely made for my two little brothers. The next one is for me. I need FREEDOM.

Tough Day to Survive

When your level went up, you obviously should get more energy. In university, where student spend their most of time, make a point for new people in our live. No matter how you accept them, it must be going through.

You want to pass, no chance to escape. It always in front of your eyes, actually. Willing or not, go through it. You’ll make new higher level.

Don’t forget about what people said. Bad or good. But don’t remember it all the time, primarily for bad. It leads you to go down.OFTEN. Manage yourself good and you’ll make it.

University – In case where I learn now – has meet me with bunch of people with variety of attitude. I still learn how to manage myself to not care what I should not give a damn. My head got heavier every time. When I woke up, they are always come first,”Why I make it alone?” in my head. Most of them are so careless. Think that they will get anything by their ego without do what they should do. Sometimes, I complain. But since an incident, I won’t do it again. They always have way to make me down.

My spirit just need to calm down.

Now, I ‘m careless.

I’m careless to survive..

DRAWING : The Dancer - Oil Pastels

"The Dancer"

Using oil pastels.

Maybe for some people, they think it's like a toddlers drawing. 

I made it quickly. :)

DRAWING : NATASHA

 

She's a girl from nowhere. She came into my head then I figure it out.

Using pencil and pen.

Worked for 90 minutes.

Call her, Natasha.

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3D ART : Adorable Spongebob

 "Hello, my name is spongebob. My mom just draw me. Mom, look! I'm at human land now. I have shadow. I can breath without Sandy's Oxy Tube! Mooommmm!"

Hehe just kidding. I just draw Spongebob as 3D. Eum, is it already 3D? Something's missing I think but what?

Adorable spongebob. Happy as usual!

Loves,
H.

3D ART : Something and Hole

 

 Yay, I made my own 3D Drawing. When? Last night. Something stupid surround my mind and heart. I can't control it. I'm feeling so lonely again. 

I woke up and took my sketch book and pencil, ready to drawing. All feeling went through the drawing, as usual.

So, here I am. I made hole drawing. I hope I could throw my trouble to this hole.

3D Drawing is such an amazing art work.

I'm in love. 

For this picture, I only used Faber Castel Pencil and Sketch Book on Spongebob mini table ;)

DIY : Glitter Chevron Art

Hello, I watched theasydiy tutorial to make this. So I made one for me. She's simply AMAZING.

Thank you for inspiring me :)

 

So, what you need?

• Canvas
• Acrylic and paint brush
• Glue and GLITTER
• Paper tape and cardboard
• Cutter pen, pencil and ruler.
• Something to place your pouring glue and glitter.
• Foam brush

I follow her step by step. Check her channel for ART For Non- Artist.

She used red and purple. I made red and blue. Actually I want to improve the color I should make. Hehehe I like that color so there's no significant differences from hers.

Make a try! ;)

3D ART : Spoon

As usually I drew this midnite, 4 am. I can't sleep and so on.
I wished I could be better :)

Love,
H.

DIY : Rolled Magazine Paper "GO GREEN, GIRLS"

With my brother

 Look at those cute frame and decoration for your door. I made them.

Have you ever find some advertising on magazine that you never want to read? Ha, you can cut them off and roll it with pencil. Glue it before paper really rolled well. Don't forget arrange them by the colour to make it easy to decide what color you use.

Frame Photo
For the photo frame, you only need

• cardboard (I get this from magazine bonus to make its bonus don't flip)
• Glue
• Some scissors
• Ruler
• Pencil
• Transparent Plastic cover ( I use my old book cover) ->  for what? It acts to be the glass on common frame.

I'm sure you can make it. So easy. Here :

1. Choose photo you want to be in frame. Sketch cardboard behind and leave 1 cm from each side. For what? Hmm you absolutely don't want your photo broken, uh? Just make 4 place like picture number four.
2. Choose what color you want and glue it on cardboard. Cut the side rapidly.
3. Voila! You make it! Try to make the hanger if you want :)

Door Decoration
Just cut with scissors like you want to make. Use double tape when you done. Or for optional, you can make it on cardboard too and hang it on!

Go Green, Girls!

Ah, I just viewed this video, UBER ADORABLE!

 

Everything has Changed - Taylor Swift feat Ed Sheeran

3D ART : Phone

First try to make this drawing. I put my NOKIA C5-03 Phone on my table when lecturer spoke in front of class.
I hope I get better drawing 3D ART. 3D ART is awesome and it needs intuition., patience either. :)

FILM : Cinta Brontosaurus

Yesterday, finally I got time watching this movie after canceling my plan to watch it alone on May 8th (Released Date) . Alone? For sure? I've heard that this movie make you laugh and learn. Laugh..laugh for fun. I can imagine what if I watch it alone. It must be not so fun to laugh alone in theater. Zzz

It looks like I made a good decision because yesterday I laughed with heart with 6 friends :)

Here the trailer:

Don't scroll down this if you think I offer you a Cinta Brontosaurus Full Movie to download. Get a life guys!

Cinta Brontosaurus. No, it's not about Brontosaurus Love. Throw it away if you think this movie full of manipulating scene with the earlier era full of dinosaur. Haha.

This movie adapted from Raditya Dika book with same title. Honestly, I don't read this book yet. So, let me write about what I watched without comparing it with his book.

Oh yes, this film directed by Fajar Nugros.

In beginning scene shown Dika has his very first 'girlfriend' when he was in junior high school. How he got her? Just give her a marsupilami doll when class break. Yay, he got girlfriend after got say 'NAJIS!' from his previous target at canteen. Unfortunately, 2 days later his girlfriend turns to be ex girlfriend. :)

He has growth with lovable family. He has mother, father, 3 younger sisters and 1 younger brother. Mother and father thinks it's time for Dika to get married. But how about Dika?

After breaking up with Nina (Pamela Bowie) , he doesn't want to get in a relationship anymore until he think he really need 'someone'.

Love can be expired. Dika hold this thought and (principal?) . For him, love can be expired. Everything gets date to loss its era. Even he doesn't believe with marriage.

He tried to get attached with other girls but he can't move on yet (?) Too picky maybe. I laugh so hard when his family relative (single life until die) come to their home and Dika imagine that person is him. Ah you should watch it how it goes hahaha.

Until.. he met a quirky girl named Jessica (Eriska Rein). He said, she's different. Hmm does everybody always say that shit everytime they think they're like has found their couple?

It's funny how his younger brother suddenly came to Dika's room and said that Yasmin -- Edgar's girlfriend-- was pregnant! You know what? He said Yasmin was pregnant just because he kissed her on cheek. :))

Dika believed that his brother just fall in to puppy love.

Dika : I know you're getting in to puppy love, bro.Let me ask you. What makes you like Yasmin?
Edgar : Love doesn't need any reason.

Yeah, Dika stopped and finally hasted to go to Jessica home with his friend Kosasih (Soleh Solihun). Nah, don't ask me why Kosasih in film poster wear towel. Hahaha :)

Ah ya.. in this film, he and Kosasih struggle to make his book known by people. Does he get it? 

My favorite part is...
Jessica : Do you believe in Soulmate?
Dika : No.
Jessica : Why?
Dika : I don't know what soulmate meaning. All I know is I am for you.

I also love the credits scene. So fresh and young! I think this scene is important too to comment.

Bang Dika, where in Jakarta night sky get that full of stars? Hehe :))

Soooo, hmm love can be expired? And Why this film entitled Cinta Brontosaurus?
Go watch it.  

One message I can get : Come on, don't be too picky. Imagine how you'll be forever alone guy. When you die, only a few persons send you prayer. How even you know your end if you're not even brave to start with 'that' person? :) 

Very recommended for young viewer. Young..I don't say only for teenagers. Well this film is for who has known LOVE :)
The story is not complicated. You can enjoy from beginning till the end with good supported actress and actor. Fresh.

Give 3.8 (1-5 stars) 
 
Ah, don't forget he will released his next movie next June 'Cinta dalam Kardus'.  I miss Miko, actually.

Cinta dalam Kardus - Trailer

- H.

Fireflies

Who ever seen fireflies? Where actually we can find them?

I've never seen in real life someone catch fireflies and put them in the jar. So in the dark, they sparkle. Beautiful.

Forget the story line above. Because it happened when I don't know how firefly actually. How it looks like. When I'm about 14-16 years old, I found one insect in our bath room.

"Wait! What's that?" It lied on the bath room floor, it didn't fly. I took with my fingers, put it on my left hand. Now both my hands catch it. Shiny thing! I thought it was a cockroach but IT IS NOT!

 I guess it get lost from his family. Hmm.

"Mooom..Mooom, what's this?" I ran and asked my mother. It smell weird. I looked its bottom side. There is green part. Ah, this must be made it has 'lamp'. "Wow! I've never seen you before." I spoke to that creature.

Mom didn't answer because she was cooking.

I felt bad because it didn't move. Still alive that time. I have no idea what I should do. Really!

I sat on the floor in back yard, kept looking on it. And realized it died.

Okay, I didn't know what creature it was but I feel so sad like...why died on my hand?
You know what? I didn't throw it away. I didn't bury it.

I took something on my room to keep it. Aha! I took red watch case. I put it there..till now.

I'll show you how it's in red case when I come home.

By the way, I love Owlcity with his first hit single in 2009 'Fireflies'. It's beautiful song. I have his 'Ocean Eyes' album too!

"Fireflies - Owlcity"

Beautiful

“I’m so ugly.”

“I’m not as beautiful as her. I can’t get his attention.”

“I get so many acne. I’m fat.I’m ugly.”

“I have big eyes.”

“I’m Asian. My eyes is just like straight line.”

Bla bla bla…

So many girls always thinking that they are as bad as they see in mirror.

All you can see when you stand in front of your mirror is your outlook. It maybe determine how people treat you daily. It maybe determine how you act in public. You’re becoming unconfident. Not in comfort zone when people talk about look.

You always think you are ugly. You don’t know make up and beauty kit. You don’t know how to dress in order to make people like you.

See? How you define Beauty from outlook. From things which all person can add with money.

Beauty is not just from outlook. As thousands times said, It’s from inner. Have you ever look an ‘ugly’ woman (you think) with ‘handsome’ man be in a relationship? You don’t know them in person. Seeing them walk holding hand and laughing in front of you. You maybe feel guilty or ‘Eww, how come?!’ Sitting there watching them walking and realize you’re not as ‘ugly’ as that woman (or even better) and you’re still single. :)

See how life do fun in its way. It’s like joking. In fact, your appearance is not 'that’ important. Well, I don’t say it’s not important. It’s important! But it’s NOT EVERYTHING.

You maybe do joke for people ‘ugliness’ but in other side there are always people who love their ‘ugliness’.

You don’t know how perfect you are for that people. How special you are for them.

You even close your eyes for people who actually say you’re beautiful in your way. From the person who actually you care for in your silence.

Open your eyes. Do what makes you happy. Do what makes you in your comfort. Don’t do things just in purpose to attract people you like. Be calm. :)

You’re so attractive whenever you don’t know how perfect you are for someone in your imperfectness.

Smile, you are beautiful :)

"Beautiful - Carly Rae Jepsen ft Justin Bieber"

What makes you so beautiful
Is you don't know how beautiful you are to me
You're not tryin' to be perfect
Nobody's perfect but you are to me..
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Add on 23 April 2013 : This post literally is like this video below. I watched it yesterday. It's simply say 'You are more beautiful than you think'.
And Yeah, I agree with 'Women are their own worst beauty critics'. 

 "Dove Real Beauty Sketches"

Saturday Night : Let's Ride TransJakarta

Wohoo,

My saturday night went so well by riding TransJakarta. Where? Around Jakarta. Saw city light. A nice weather! Night sky looked so very bright with star and moon. It's not so Jakarta. Hahaha

How much I spent? Rp. 3500. Yes, by Rp 3500 you can see Jakarta from the bus, from the bridge when you have to transit. Seeing Jakarta in night is such a beautiful city with lights.

(source : special)

 Next time, I want to see it till sunrise. Spend my night seeing Jakarta in the dark. Gotta be awesome!

Saturday night, with who? Obviously, not with my boyfriend (bf from where?) I went with Kak Putri. Some weird things we saw because we used TransJakarta very seldom nowadays. When we started our 'journey', we caught a view in front of driver, WOW it has camera now. Camera to record the front view. For what? Hmm I think it's a useful gadget for this transportation because it can help and be the prove when motorcycle and car rider get into bus way which is...it's made not for them! In our journey, we saw 3 bad rider that caught by camera! Why rider why?

Some cases blame it on TransJakarta when accident happened in their bus way. So now the driver breath well since the camera put in. Unfortunately, not all Transjakarta have that thing. Hmm.

Some TransJakarta has good AC. Some has enough good. Err, after this journey, we got hungry. So we decided to have dinner first before going back to cave :p

Milo iced which heavenly good!

 Oh, I started to paint this like 4 or 5 days ago. I need it to dry before I finish it with black. Not perfect. I love it because I love how that black line works! I named this paint with Please, Shut The Fuck Up! Write it on upper side of canvas. Wehehe

 

It looks like I owe blog post. Here, I give picture of me :p

Bye bye, loves!

Hera Hutajulu

Pregnant?

Last mid-nite, I slept at 3.40 am after having a nice chat.

I had to go sleep because at 8 am, I'll have a lecture (not a must because I knew today that lecture not having test). But at 10 am,I had Economic Engineering.

I think I fell a sleep in a short time that time. I always remember my dream when I woke up. As I remember, I can recall,, most part of it. I love to write my dream in a journal.

In my dream, I got pregnant. Wushhhh. In real life, I even don't get married yet! I don't have a boyfriend either. What's the meaning? 

Here's what happened:

People around me suddenly do care so much. They asked me to go to beach with them, enjoying their warmness and having fun, having lunch together. Ask me what I want to eat.

The beach was so beautiful 'there'!

I'm so pretty in that dream. With beautiful flower dress, short hair, and feel so refresh. I got so close with somebody I used to like. He told me everything politely and  was so calm.

People in my dream is people who I already know in real life. Some of them come are my friend in university. Well, it's inappropriate if I mention them here. Hehe.

It's so weird when I can 'really' feel that I'm pregnant like in a real life. I can touch my tummy and feel that there's another creation of universe in my body! Amazing!

First time?
No!

It was the 2nd time I dream like this.

Who is the man? Who is the father of my baby in my dream?
Not sure. But that dream show me that he's coming closer.

If you were me, You'd feel it.

Anyone knows what's the meaning? I believe that dream is not just like a flower of your sleep. It's always have the meaning.

It's a sign.

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I woke up at 6 am and had difficulties to sleep again. I don't have idea of what I just dream. Then I sleep again...

*Kringgggggggggggg* Alarm.
It was already 10 am. I was late for test...

That moment when none of your friends ask or tell you or even look for you...

Mid Term Test : Term 098

Beep..beep...beeeeeeeeep
Mid term test has detected. Me aksed to be more focused since All I learn feel so far far away of what I've been expected.

Ganbatte!

with my friend Rio and Jati with Test Uniform. White t-shirt.

DIY : Decorate Your Magazine Bonus

Yay, finally had a good time to make my first DIY for this blog. Last month, I got bonus from my favorite magazine. Image was cute. Well it's actually an advertising. An anti-acne product. Hmm.

Here, I'll make a cover for its advertising. Write your own message over it!

First, you need :

Knife
Some scissors
Ruler
Pencil
Colored pen
black pen
Scalloped Scissors
and GLUE!

•  A ready to decorate magazine bonus!

• A thick plain paper.

NEXT!

You need to measure thing to decorate. How much you need to cover. Measure it. Apply length to your plain white paper using pencil and ruler.

 

Use your scalloped scissor. Cut the line you made.

 

You'll end up like this : 

 

Now, write your own message using pen. You can use your vary pen. I put dots with pink pen on each side. Just be creative!

Stretch the bonus, you need to cut them off to be 2 part. Use your knife or scissors.

 

To your scalloped cut paper, glue the backside and put it over the front side of bonus.

Yeah, now she holds your message board! 

It's not finished yet. You still have the cut part of the bonus, right?

Fold 1,5 cm of the upper side and give it glue.

 You will end up like this!! Now it stands. ^ ^

Wait, you absolutely have unused scalloped cut paper. You must be have 4 pieces. You don't need to throw it away. This decorating has no bin!

You can decorate your pringles or other circle jar. Just glue it and make it at the bottom of jar. It looks different now! 

 FINISH!

Thank you for reading. Give it a try! Let me know when you've done yours. :)