Beautiful

“I’m so ugly.”

“I’m not as beautiful as her. I can’t get his attention.”

“I get so many acne. I’m fat.I’m ugly.”

“I have big eyes.”

“I’m Asian. My eyes is just like straight line.”

Bla bla bla…

So many girls always thinking that they are as bad as they see in mirror.

All you can see when you stand in front of your mirror is your outlook. It maybe determine how people treat you daily. It maybe determine how you act in public. You’re becoming unconfident. Not in comfort zone when people talk about look.

You always think you are ugly. You don’t know make up and beauty kit. You don’t know how to dress in order to make people like you.

See? How you define Beauty from outlook. From things which all person can add with money.

Beauty is not just from outlook. As thousands times said, It’s from inner. Have you ever look an ‘ugly’ woman (you think) with ‘handsome’ man be in a relationship? You don’t know them in person. Seeing them walk holding hand and laughing in front of you. You maybe feel guilty or ‘Eww, how come?!’ Sitting there watching them walking and realize you’re not as ‘ugly’ as that woman (or even better) and you’re still single. :)

See how life do fun in its way. It’s like joking. In fact, your appearance is not 'that’ important. Well, I don’t say it’s not important. It’s important! But it’s NOT EVERYTHING.

You maybe do joke for people ‘ugliness’ but in other side there are always people who love their ‘ugliness’.

You don’t know how perfect you are for that people. How special you are for them.

You even close your eyes for people who actually say you’re beautiful in your way. From the person who actually you care for in your silence.

Open your eyes. Do what makes you happy. Do what makes you in your comfort. Don’t do things just in purpose to attract people you like. Be calm. :)

You’re so attractive whenever you don’t know how perfect you are for someone in your imperfectness.

Smile, you are beautiful :)

"Beautiful - Carly Rae Jepsen ft Justin Bieber"

What makes you so beautiful
Is you don't know how beautiful you are to me
You're not tryin' to be perfect
Nobody's perfect but you are to me..
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Add on 23 April 2013 : This post literally is like this video below. I watched it yesterday. It's simply say 'You are more beautiful than you think'.
And Yeah, I agree with 'Women are their own worst beauty critics'. 

 "Dove Real Beauty Sketches"

Saturday Night : Let's Ride TransJakarta

Wohoo,

My saturday night went so well by riding TransJakarta. Where? Around Jakarta. Saw city light. A nice weather! Night sky looked so very bright with star and moon. It's not so Jakarta. Hahaha

How much I spent? Rp. 3500. Yes, by Rp 3500 you can see Jakarta from the bus, from the bridge when you have to transit. Seeing Jakarta in night is such a beautiful city with lights.

(source : special)

 Next time, I want to see it till sunrise. Spend my night seeing Jakarta in the dark. Gotta be awesome!

Saturday night, with who? Obviously, not with my boyfriend (bf from where?) I went with Kak Putri. Some weird things we saw because we used TransJakarta very seldom nowadays. When we started our 'journey', we caught a view in front of driver, WOW it has camera now. Camera to record the front view. For what? Hmm I think it's a useful gadget for this transportation because it can help and be the prove when motorcycle and car rider get into bus way which is...it's made not for them! In our journey, we saw 3 bad rider that caught by camera! Why rider why?

Some cases blame it on TransJakarta when accident happened in their bus way. So now the driver breath well since the camera put in. Unfortunately, not all Transjakarta have that thing. Hmm.

Some TransJakarta has good AC. Some has enough good. Err, after this journey, we got hungry. So we decided to have dinner first before going back to cave :p

Milo iced which heavenly good!

 Oh, I started to paint this like 4 or 5 days ago. I need it to dry before I finish it with black. Not perfect. I love it because I love how that black line works! I named this paint with Please, Shut The Fuck Up! Write it on upper side of canvas. Wehehe

 

It looks like I owe blog post. Here, I give picture of me :p

Bye bye, loves!

Hera Hutajulu

Pregnant?

Last mid-nite, I slept at 3.40 am after having a nice chat.

I had to go sleep because at 8 am, I'll have a lecture (not a must because I knew today that lecture not having test). But at 10 am,I had Economic Engineering.

I think I fell a sleep in a short time that time. I always remember my dream when I woke up. As I remember, I can recall,, most part of it. I love to write my dream in a journal.

In my dream, I got pregnant. Wushhhh. In real life, I even don't get married yet! I don't have a boyfriend either. What's the meaning? 

Here's what happened:

People around me suddenly do care so much. They asked me to go to beach with them, enjoying their warmness and having fun, having lunch together. Ask me what I want to eat.

The beach was so beautiful 'there'!

I'm so pretty in that dream. With beautiful flower dress, short hair, and feel so refresh. I got so close with somebody I used to like. He told me everything politely and  was so calm.

People in my dream is people who I already know in real life. Some of them come are my friend in university. Well, it's inappropriate if I mention them here. Hehe.

It's so weird when I can 'really' feel that I'm pregnant like in a real life. I can touch my tummy and feel that there's another creation of universe in my body! Amazing!

First time?
No!

It was the 2nd time I dream like this.

Who is the man? Who is the father of my baby in my dream?
Not sure. But that dream show me that he's coming closer.

If you were me, You'd feel it.

Anyone knows what's the meaning? I believe that dream is not just like a flower of your sleep. It's always have the meaning.

It's a sign.

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I woke up at 6 am and had difficulties to sleep again. I don't have idea of what I just dream. Then I sleep again...

*Kringgggggggggggg* Alarm.
It was already 10 am. I was late for test...

That moment when none of your friends ask or tell you or even look for you...

Mid Term Test : Term 098

Beep..beep...beeeeeeeeep
Mid term test has detected. Me aksed to be more focused since All I learn feel so far far away of what I've been expected.

Ganbatte!

with my friend Rio and Jati with Test Uniform. White t-shirt.

DIY : Decorate Your Magazine Bonus

Yay, finally had a good time to make my first DIY for this blog. Last month, I got bonus from my favorite magazine. Image was cute. Well it's actually an advertising. An anti-acne product. Hmm.

Here, I'll make a cover for its advertising. Write your own message over it!

First, you need :

Knife
Some scissors
Ruler
Pencil
Colored pen
black pen
Scalloped Scissors
and GLUE!

•  A ready to decorate magazine bonus!

• A thick plain paper.

NEXT!

You need to measure thing to decorate. How much you need to cover. Measure it. Apply length to your plain white paper using pencil and ruler.

 

Use your scalloped scissor. Cut the line you made.

 

You'll end up like this : 

 

Now, write your own message using pen. You can use your vary pen. I put dots with pink pen on each side. Just be creative!

Stretch the bonus, you need to cut them off to be 2 part. Use your knife or scissors.

 

To your scalloped cut paper, glue the backside and put it over the front side of bonus.

Yeah, now she holds your message board! 

It's not finished yet. You still have the cut part of the bonus, right?

Fold 1,5 cm of the upper side and give it glue.

 You will end up like this!! Now it stands. ^ ^

Wait, you absolutely have unused scalloped cut paper. You must be have 4 pieces. You don't need to throw it away. This decorating has no bin!

You can decorate your pringles or other circle jar. Just glue it and make it at the bottom of jar. It looks different now! 

 FINISH!

Thank you for reading. Give it a try! Let me know when you've done yours. :)