Monday, April 09, 2018

/ˈtaNGɡ(ə)ld/

she can't stop thinking about it
not this again, she doesn't want to
but her mind keeps echoing
that question
it bothers her so much
like lightning in sunny day

how she thought
it was such a flawless time
well, she thought..

she let her guard down
she knew he did too
she thought it was a terrific gate

after all this time,
she thought it was blooming
ready to be picked

if this is what it costs
then she shouldn't never press that button

if this is what it costs
she doesn't think
she'll ever be ready for this mess

and he knows that.

but he choosed to treat her like
a stranger

because he couldn't handle the truth
the bitter truth
he pushed it all away
he closed all the doors
he choosed to be invisible
doing the thing he master of

always.

and she..
she waits in the dark
she knows the truth hurts
she keeps her faith in him
she waits for him to give the light

maybe someday he'll change his mind
he'll change his mind to change her mind about him
she only needs his bravery
to start over to be the impossible
they both know

to the acceptance of the bitter truth
to face it hand in hand

in tranquility..

maybe in another life
things could be simpler

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