You can pinch your skin to make it sure until it hurts. Until you feel the pain and realize that it's real.
It. just. happened.
You know,
What's the happiest moment beside you can laugh together and pour with someone you have attention at even though you've decided to not care anymore?
Is it awkward? Yes.
Is it nice? Yes.
It's nice. I can feel warmness in our laugh...
Back then, I should know who I am. :)