I can't go there.
You seem so happy. I would like to make myself as unknown creature..an unexist person in their eyes.
So, this is the feeling of being alone. Where all your friends are busy with their lover and you stand alone in the crowded..in their happy moment..you still feel so empty.
Just like a glass ready to break down. They don't care or maybe they forget i'm here.
Hello, i said. And no answer.
I have a fragile heart. And nobody cares.
I don't ask all of you to care. Hello..i'm here.The reality is I'm exist. I'm not a ghost.
We laught together.
We had lunch together.
We studied together.
We did silly behaviour together.
Don't you remember? Huh?!
The path of our thought may be different, but why me?
Why you have to victimize me? Should i ask this question?
I feel stupid.
I try to understand but i can't. Too complicated. I hate myself for being so stupid nowadays.
How could i still alive?
Survive among these shits-happen ?!
