"Okay, maybe later!"
That's what I said optimistically.
"Okay, maybe later."
Not even coming
"Okay, maybe later..."
Na ah, zero.
"Maybe, next..month?"
Pointless
I ain't a mind reader
Do I really deserve this?
Do I?
Took me months to seal this
It was the day I woke up and said..
"I don't want to feel this way anymore."
I kept extending the limit
or maybe I still do..
Maybe..
I still do
Just for the sake of it.
It's hard being devalued
It's hard being forgotten
All in a sudden..
Who am I to deserve those five seconds, anyway?
I don't feel mad
Not even hating
I feel..
disappointed.
I was not ready
..at all
I am trying to make sense of it all
so I can take away the terrible pain.
