Saturday, May 30, 2020

Confrontation

This is it, huh?
The last straw
The very fucking last straw

The audacity..
The lies..
Why?
WHY?
W H Y?

How come I've tolerated it all these times?
How come?!
My intention was pure

The confrontation..
I gained my strength to open
the bottle of layers of questions
I finally did it

I did it with no hesitation

I didn't give myself enough credit
for getting treated like this

The only apology I owe was only for myself
I've let myself got into bottomless hole
I've been digging the dirt too far
Barely see the sunlight
Only darkness
Only looking for an emotional vampire
What did I get?
Getting my soul sucked

I had enough
Enough is enough
Crawling back to witness the sunrise
Too pitch black in here
I stop looking
I don't want it anymore
This is exhausting

A start over awaits
A brand new day is approaching

I deserve healthy love
Healthy love exists

And no..
I won't settle for less anymore

 Bye.

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