One day I feel..
"this is it!
This is what I'm looking for."
The other day I think,
"Why would I even bother?
They don't even confirm by words what they are doing to me."
I could just translate their actions
to many things
I need confirmation
Say it.
I don't want to think it's the thing
what my mind wants to hear
and despise other possibilities
Say it.
God, they probably never even thought about it
