3 hours to go till I hit my new age. I'm gonna hit my 18! I love eight. It's my lucky number. Wanna read my story for being seventeen? Of course with a lot of sweet and bitter moments. Hahaha.. Umm.. sweet or bitter first?
Last year, the first day I'm being seventeen girl, in midnite, I got kiss and hug from my mom and brothers. Dad still awoke. I didn't know why he didn't say it that time. I just cried over my blanket. Umm..I got gift too from my mom. A little cute-teddy bear, cute speakers, and beautiful pen :)
And as 17 girl,the first day as well i was being a really senior high school student. My crush and I were in the same class room. Hehehe... He was cute for 3 years. But now, he isn't. Hahahahahaha.
Failed.
People said for being seventeen was wonderful. But I think it was just the same with the very previous year. No. Not same at all. Don't ever forget I always love my childhood-year. Always..
This age was so full of love, cry, laugh and stuff. This age, I often cry over night. Not because of boy, but because of my close family member. Not cool. I should accept whatever their comment not by crying :'(
I also indirectly asked to grow up mentally. Uhmm me too, I made some of my family member cried because of my action. I never want this though. I had made them disappointed. Sorry...sorry and sorry.
Maybe they forget my birthday...maybe.
So, I'll go bed faster than usual.
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